Birthday

 

BIRTH

I came out roaring

Screaming, clutching for dear life

The Earth, indifferent, resumed rotation

While I clawed for nourishment

And the warmth I left behind

But then I heard her melody

Then felt her warmth

I was home in her arms

 

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Growth is purely accidental

You outgrow your shoes

Your shirts, your pants even your shadow

But ears don’t outgrow the head

And parents can still hold you in their palms.

 

The lessons of humanity parallel one another

There’s the familiar bump, itch, loss and euphoria

That come and go in a loop

And turns you expectant of familiar changes

But always leave you with emotional baggages

 

DEATH

 

Death is a stranger who visits once

Only to never leave you again

I can’t help but stare it in the eye

No matter how busy my hands and feet are

I try to keep the conversation flowing

And my heart light and nimble.

It’s not polite to judge others’ bread and butter

Unless you are invited to.

The punctuation of life is made of full stops

Where the breath leaves

And seems to never return

And eternity yawns a small door open

And I return to animal communication.

For my funeral I want roaring lions

Dances sun up to sundow

And above all else

Mad and steamy copulation in the animal kingdom.

 

The length of a name

Names

A name is a distance between one heart and another

A name, a proper one must be licked properly

You have three names:

One to brush the hairs on your skin

Another to tug your heart

And one to put you on a leash

 

Some names are so sweet they melt

On your tongue and light you up

Head to toes

Some names are so sour they make

You question existence.

 

A name is a fallen soldier with no tag

Like a dog in the streets of Kinshasa.

 

And there’s the way babies snatch the whole of you

They lift the veil wrapped tightly around you

Their eyes not knowing what they are seeing

Or feeling what they are seeing.

 

So you hide your name in your breast pocket

And forget it altogether

Even when it’s printed on billboards

And you pass it by everyday

On your way to epic stuff

A life is how many times

You walked and ran

The length of your name

Sliding and climbing

One letter to the next

And falling, yes, falling a lot

While your shadow takes your name

From the breast pocket

And goes around causing déjà vus all over the place.

Explosion

This morning I woke up and thought about kissing each and every single one of my toes

You bring your mind and every ache and every bliss you have felt to this moment

This moment where your skin is brushing against other life runners

You know the hunger

You delight in every in and out of your lungs

And then this moment turns into eternity

The blood isn’t inside your body anymore

And souls are screaming everywhere

This moment is eternity

 

There is no hash tag

These aren’t bold printed letters on a newspaper

It’s your skin that’s open

Your toes that are missing

And your soul that’s shattered

This moment is eternity

 

Past and future have crashed

Present is swollen and hurts to touch

But you are here with everyone and no one

Strangers holding you, caressing and humming you to sleep

This moment is eternity

 

The silence enters the noise

The noise surrounds the silence

And you are one with this moment

You are still running

Stretching the horizons of humanity

With every stride that connects you with the Earth’s heart

Your heart beats

Your lungs expands

This moment is eternity

Burn

Do you hear as I hear the gods mumbling?

counting each grain of humanity

mixing the good and the bad

Their mischievous smile shines at night

so we had to learn how to be naked

shed our skins and walk off still smiling

the winds parted our hair gently

we moved with fire

whispering to all:

“Burn, my friend, always burn

never let that light fade away”

And if you were

And if you were to live a thousand years

not one day will be like the other

Seasons and calendars paint our lives in broad strokes

but it’s the seconds we steal

to stand a minute in eternity

our feet slightly above the ground

to tap into the timeless song of births and deaths

and the exquisite lives stolen between them

before long we relax our jaws

loosen the buttons of our shirts

and lose the handle of our legs and arms

as we get electrified over and over again

by the thunder in our hearts.

Stunned Facade

 

under the stone face

rivers roar, seas growl

under the stone face

the heart bounces, hops, leaps and dances

under the stone face

the mind lights up

under the stone face

tears run loose and squeeze dry the heart

under the stone face

fast bodies lie

compensating for superficiality and inaccuracy

under the stone face

waves wave and break free the stunned fac

Escape

 

I really can’t escape myself

I mean I walk through the same path every day

even when I change shoes, clothes, haircut, cars

I always end up on the same path

I feel programmed to speak, act as I always have

sometimes the sun rises inside me

and for a moment, I escape the circle

I run free

defying gravity and I enjoy the lack of purpose

but it’s a dream

I always wake up in the circle

my hands, my feet and my mouth doing the work for me

no matter how loud I protest

I can’t escape myself